Burnyou've run blind for miles on inches i handed you,cut the road to ribbons with your crooked teeth.driving through the night with your lights offlike a strung-out junkie with an apathetic death wish.you're setting everything on fire and i'm tired of putting you out,this time i'll let you burn because i've got no fucks left to give.you drag your cocaine fingernails down the hallway walls like an asylum patient taking the time to read your horoscope in the chipped-paint Braille.the vacancy signs in your eyes contradict the medicated Chelsea smile,tomorrow they'll find you hanging from sheets knotted to your bed rail.you've bl
And The Walls Came Tumbling DownI think I'd like to let my mind give way,To spill over humanity, a disease -An ocean rising up into a wave,An epidemic, an endless viral sea.I don't think prevention is the answer;You cannot control what you don't understand.I persevere; it eats me like cancer,And watches me as psychosis takes my hand.If I allow my mental walls to fail,Would silence - kindly, softly - ever prevail?
The Pessimist and the OptimistAn opposite unlikely Together, forever seenHolding their hands tenderlyUnfolded in a reverieOne is a darker natureWho sees the bitter side of thingsWho can not discern the positive But knows exactly what are kingsThe other a sheltered hopeWho lives in a narrow worldWho chooses to disregardThe opinion to be hurledWith one or the other They are the split of soulsA broken half to the otherUntil forever never tollsThe skeptical deservesSomeone, a far cry awayFrom all he looks down uponBeyond his haunted casementA care-free spirit Would lose her sense of direction Without a map or sight to leadHer thoughts, only another
A Song from the House of MisersThere is a sound from the HouseThe House of Misers alikeBitter and gray it rings about Twirling around the heads on pikesIts notes scratch upon the door The House creaking and swaying alongDisharmonious screams to hum uponFinding where the fallen belongWooden shambles hang a loft All dirt and shadow to createMusical melodies to join with voicesThroats rasped with dusty hateShaded clouds overhang A curtain above the center stageLet the orchestra play as wellIts boneless fingered members agePiano, oh where art the pain?Broken keys add such a tasteAll in House of Misers singA river of bloody hastePuddles o
Faint LullabyDon't give a thoughtA whisper is all that would be lost Softly blowing across your cheekCalming a soulful obliqueDarling, don't you goStay and listen to my words once moreHear as they breath a life A life without a single strifeLove is merely a cautious taleThat stays a rose, becomes a grail Oh dear, don't drop your tearsCease declaring faithless yearsFor a tender touch brings about A ripple of faded doubtBut trust me, preciousYou're not alone...
Virulent ShredsBecome encased In that ravened normFor in that cageWill is a tainted soulHidden beneath that soulThere are many spiritsOf which to claimSecrets, not of their ownThey each are alikeWith one part set asideBuried deep in a darknessThat tries too hard to hideThey scrawl down all of suchThe things they regret The things they wished ...they didn't touchInk is set in stone So far apart They never knowWhere underneath truly liesA devil of a lightSo harnessed in redemptionOf those lost hearts That have become notThey can writeThey can speakThey can sayAll of the words...But they may never have th
Swinger on the BorderlineRacing thoughts,Unblinking eyes."Clingy" and demanding,With a fear of abandonment.A fear to stay alone.Acting out,Screaming in pain.Why won't you listen to me?All you do is make me feel horrible about myself.Whoever "myself", is.All you do is scream at me,With acrimony.All you do is neglect me.You finally reach out, you lend me that hand of yours.I stop. I hesitate to reach for this hand.I refuse to.I don't need help. I'm completely fine. I don't need you. I hate you.I lied, I think to myself. I lied,To spare feelings of anxiety that I'd have if I were to talk about my problems.Shifts from happiness,Sad
If only...If only life could be so gentleLike that of a riverbendIf only life could be so gentleAnd not a barring endIf only love could be so sweet Like that of the tender moonIf only love could be so sweetRather than a stabbing harpoonIf only laughter could be so loudLike of the ringing bellIf only laughter could be so loudThen an angel could hear the soundIf only hope could be so closeLike a knocking at the doorIf only hope could be so closeInstead yet nevermoreIf only such things were to passLike a soft tick of time awayIf only such things were to passAnd never remain to stay
ClaustrophobiaThe still beating heartIs encased in these bitter wallsThese sheets of forebodingDisposed in arranges of steelIt is deathly surroundedAll by the coldness of suchA reality that was never knownBut dwells deep and takes overIt drives downward and downwardSecretly twisting its heart into mineMy heart beats and bursts No regular sound to be heardIts metal framing cracks a spreadA resulting shatter of thusThe overbearing and tormenting Until my heart can not take itNo more...Forever it shall be Unframed in a claustrophobic matterWith no will nor strengthBut a splintered dagger
DarknessBlackness comes over Never like the wave of deathBut rather like an overcoming peaceThreatening to drive away all insanityIf I could describe the dark I would say it is simply By pure, pure evil meansA night that can be overcomeThe temptations to sleep once againAnd no longer care about such worriesOverwhelm the inner coreBut I still do not give inWhites clash with blackA night blue touch of colder stills Softly floating upon such thoughtsMaking me all but lostNights fall upon the dayLike only that of its long lost prey It fades the sky in its gray Blurring the life and hue awayOh how the darkness has c
Tearing Him To Shreds.You better watch outYou'll break his little heartYou're tearing him to shredsDestroying everything he believes in.Do you careThat he is no longer thereBecause he caresThat you're gone.But are you gone? Have you physically left, noJust no emotion at allNothing left for him.He won't come back this time, noWon't see your light againNo one notices but you, meHe no longer cares about the actions you take.He deserves better than the lousy you he had.
Rhythm of the HeartWhat is this pounding,Within this heart of mine own?It beats so softly...
Elemental Harmony Chapter 1- GratitudeChapter 1- Gratitude I stood there alone in front of a vast lake. It shimmered with the darkness of the sky and the world around me. No sound was heard, except for the soft hum of the water stirring.Then there was a savage cry. It rang low and soft, gradually gaining volume and strength. The woods echoed the untamed sound in their vast dark trees. The cry was accompanied by the rapid sound of cracking twigs, a song of its own nature.In an instant, the noises stopped. I looked back beyond into the vast wood. The blackness gave away to two bright violet eyes. They were still and vanished into the night as swiftly as the wild song.I jerke
The Human SpeaksHello traitor,Robotic friendDo you care, do you see?Whenever I am in need?I am but an overbearing child?Am I not someone for you to converse with,Laugh with, spend time with?Perhaps I expected too much from youMaybe your steel-rimmed heartCan not take what emotions I have,The feelings I bear...Or maybe...you really just don't careI can let it go,But it comes crawling backStiffly, like metalA consuming heart attackIt cages me, it binds meBut does it let me go?NO.Rather you would let me live,To see it dieNo matter,I will remain hereAgainst these bitter wallsWhich will echo, echo, my forever call...Hello thereWho
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